-Behold-

Behold my Queen of Forever
I humbly present you my hold (whole)
My flesh and my soul together
All I hunger is to be hold (held)
by you.






Kyox_

-BeholdmyqueenandholdmetightjustlikehowItightlyholdontoourlove-
-Back from hell of assignments-

-Firefly-

Fly into your heart and
inhale all your love and
light up your heart and
show you the colour of my love.









Kyox_

-I'm a small small firefly,hoping to light up your big big world-

-Of Date-

Of dates in a date on one date
one particular date that I'll never forget
On golden plate share we both ate
the ruby red-love bloomed-dates
Yet a date forever is a date
remained unnoticed;left behind in a date
But I'll remember the dates we ate
in our first date on a very special date.

Kyox_

-Just playing with words-

Be-Long (Belong)

Let the day be long
and the light be long
Let others cry so long
and my heart stretch far long

But it won't be long
until my heart longing for you,
once more, forever long.












Kyox_

-Ibelongtoyou,foreverlong-

-凌与词-

凌与词
词与凌
凌痴情
词领情

爱乃一
你乃生
这份情
一生愿

爱是永
即使远
这份爱
只为你

凌词情情, 一生情愿, 永远爱你

Kyox_

-宝贝，生日快乐哦~

-Blue Sea-

Sea
Blue sea
There you’ll be
And I will see
You my Angel’s dancing free
And I will always love thee
There is where we will always be
Guarded by the wave deep under the sea
Swimming from coral to coral like love sick’ed bee
Forever the sea’ll have us and I’ll always love thee.


Kyox_

-Heppy 21st Bestday My dear~

-Cada Día Te Quiero Más Que Ayer Y Menos Que Mañana-

I, me, myself, my soul and my heart (vow to)

Love you till the end of time
Of time that shall not fade (even if the)
Very red roses are not love anymore
Even if my eyes could see you anymore (but I know)

You will forever in my arms (I will never let you go)
Of love that keep you warm ( warm you till the very deep core of your heart)
Unite we are, the forever paramour (Forever forever forever forever, I promise)

Cada día te quiero más que ayer y menos que mañana.* (Yes I do)
I love you, say my heart, my soul, me, myself and I. (And I only say it to you)

I Love You, Ci.


I’ll love you no matter what the nature has predestined for us even if the nature will change us into the dust that sway along the wind I will still rise or even the smallest particle in the universe I will still remember and I promise whatever transformation that we had (will have) the only thing that will not change is my love and my love for you and hopefully our love.

*(I love you more than yesterday, but not as much as tomorrow.)







Kyox_

-Heppy 21st Bestday My Darling-

-Everything about You-

Everything about you
is poetry
that writes on it's own.
An everlasting beauty.










Kyox_

-Everything about you is the Beauty I adore-

-Forever-

And I said I will love you forever
and yet waiting for that to be answered
seems
taking forever.













Kyox_

-Heal fast my friends-

-Dandelions-

Learn from the Dandelions
as they understand
the beauty of letting go.













Kyox_

-Into free verse.-

-"Aircond"-

Getting warmer;
build more airconds.
Getting warmerrr;
build more airconds.
Getting warmerrrrr;
build more airconds.
One electric outbreak,
and whole populations
will be roasted to hell.

Kyox_
-Say no to plastic beg.-

-Haiku III-

-Lost-
Like a two way road,
lost in our own direction.
So near yet so far.

________________________________________

-Valentine-
Sun and flowers- Spring;
Presents and snow- Christmas; My
love died- Valentine.


Kyox_
-Loveshouldbeacrimeaswetendtohurtheonewelove.-

-Moment-

Stop your watch when you

are kissing me so that I
can own that moment
forever.

Kyox_

-I'mmissingtheveryscentofyours.-

-自私-

在爱终结那瞬间,
总是想到她那边去.
这是爱,最后的执着?
还是,
害怕孤单的一个人离去?
还是,
害怕她孤独的一个人活着?

爱,永远是那么的自私.


Kyox_

-Loveyoutilltheendoftimeisnotsovalidanymore-

-So Long-

Will you moonwalk to

the heaven where you shall dance
forever. So long.










Kyox_

-Moonwalkingunderthemoonthatwalkyouawaywon'tbethesameanymore.-

-Rainbow-

您说,
您想要一道彩虹.
因为
您说,幸福在彩虹那里.
那
我会为您画上独特的彩虹,
因为
如果彩虹真的能给您幸福
那
我要给您
多彩多色的彩虹
让
您一生有
无穷
的幸福.










Kyox_

-Rain plz-

-The reason Why-

U always ask “What do you like in me?”
Like how the bees love the flowers
The fishes and the ocean
The gusty wind and puffy clouds
Like the wolf howling at the moon
Or fireflies dancing for the stars
There’s no explanation in all these
I like you,
I love you,
Since the day I realized I cant live
without you.
Just because of this,
I love you.








Kyox_

-Missing catching bugs-

-Culprit-

All this while,
I thought that by holding you tight,
having you close to my heart
will protect you from all harm.

And now I realized,
as I am selfishly holding you tight
I'm the culprit
that hurt you the most.

Kyox_

-Will never let go-

-The sound of Rain-

When you cycle in the rain,
I ensure you,
the sound of the rain is not nice
anymore,
no more waltz, no more Beethoven.
Instead, you'll realize it will sound like
"Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!"
Try cycle in the rain.


Kyox_

-Screw the weather-

-Being apart is...-

Sth to perli Hew...wakkaka

Being apart is
Closing both eyes,
Remembering every details of your face
while listening to the heartbeat that
sung to the tune of
our love anthem.


Kyox_

-Ala la, only day two already rindu..wakakakkakakakakakakakakakak-

-Lovespeed-

The sun and moon both
The sky and land both
The cloud and rain both
You and I both
are separated
by vast distance
Yet our love was never too far
For it only took
1 second of lovespeed
For my heart to reach
yours.




Kyox_

-Traveling in lovespeed, back to you-

-My Very Own-

Every writer is a magician,

embedded their magic among their lines.
So rise my words, rise.
Come and mend your master’s broken heart.
Love is but a big treachery,
that bring nothing but miseries!
So dance my little pen,dance.
Dance out our finest lines.
Write me love that belongs to me,
go against the wicked destiny, the fated love!
Write my hand, write.
For every words are blessed,
For my very own, love.


Kyox_

-Serenity I seek-

-Haiku Mood II-

More haiku...

-Kiss-

Saliva swapping,
So thick, so warm. Heavenly!
Like hot chocolate.

______________________________________________________

-May-

Beautiful May and,
Eggs' hatching; flowers' blooming.
but our love died.


______________________________________________________

-My Own-

Fate, destiny, love.
Just go away. I'd rather

write my (our) own love.


______________________________________________________

-Monday, Tuesday-

Monday, and Tuesday.
Love you more than yesterday.
But you never do.


______________________________________________________

-Our Love- (Not Haiku)

Dust, and snow and tears.
These are the things that fall
Just like our love.


______________________________________________________

-Silent War-

Silent war is when
Two person're not talking, while
Two hearts are crying.


______________________________________________________

-Ocean-

Oh murderous wave.
Indulge myself into you.
Sweep my tears away.

______________________________________________________


Update 21/7/2009: Some of the poems are not haiku, as they did not fulfill the 5-7-5. sorry.


Kyox_

-Keep on writing-

-Haiku Mood-

-A Play-

A wonderful play
Splendid performance, nice show!
Watching it alone.

___________________________________________________

-Sunday-

Sunday, happy day
Blue sky, warm breeze, smiling crowd
The day you left me.

___________________________________________________

-A Fight-

A fight, blame no one
It's just you being you,
and me being me.

___________________________________________________


Kyox_

-Still in Haiku mood-

-During Math Exam-

Haiku again, oh I'm so into haiku mood! Here sth crap during my math exam today~~

I looked left and right
See no bird at my sight
Random fire! Piang!!!!



P/S: see no bird@catch no bird in hokkien (chinese slang) mean i don't have a clue.lolz


Kyox_

-Exam over babe, into haiku mood!-

-Kinky Love-

This is my first haiku! (Yes I'm sure it's haiku now, after whole night of discussion and lecture by Jci.haha) It's a bit erotic tough.

-Kinky Love-

Sweet candies and bar
Cocktail and red wine splashing
Intense warm blanket


Kyox_

-Thank you, for the lesson, and also everything else. XP-

-Tears-

Trying haiku again..hope it work OK i failed, its not a haiku...still i dont get the meaning of 5-7-5...

Girls cry with shimmering tears
If you're a wise man
Never ask them to stop.



Kyox_

-Cry baby cry-

-Suck-

Been reading from the internet, and wanna give a try to this type of poem...Dunnoe what they called it, some called it reverse haiku...

Love suck
where should I put the "s"
Love sucks
my whole life
away like hungry bloodsucker
Love's suck
For my whole life
dimmed under love.

Kyox_

-Exams make me malasssssssssssssss-

-It's just Cupid-

You know how I love
To carve our name on the tree trunk
And I declare eternity is our love
Love is what make us both drunk

You know how I love
To wait for you on every date
Looking at the flock of dove
Recalling our first sweet date

You know how I love to repeat myself
Saying how much I love you
If you’re the snow white I’m the dwarf
I love you more than prince charming does

I know I never fail to make you smile
With my words that bring you love
And you’ll blush, cherry pink
Don’t be stupid hon you always say

And I’ll gently hug you from behind
Like the first sun kisses the rose bud
Whispering my last love word
I’m not stupid dear; it’s just cupid.










Kyox_

-Cupid is Dead-

-Love's Matter-

This is what i said to PrettyInPink when she told me about having no doubt when accepting love...where she sees love as Haagen Dasz and you should grab it and eat it immediately.


You see love like a lake,
with it's beautiful reflection
which shimmers and luring you into it.
But when you jump into it,
and you just realized you can't handle love,
then you will drown,
and die with your love.


Just a little bit add on from me...

Love should be something like poisonous apple,
where you will have doubts before taking a bite..
Once you got a bite, indulge in it
till it kills you to the last bit.









Kyox_

-Going back to where Love is-

-Red Poison Apple-

You're the red poison apple
So red like a ruby sparkle.
Such affection, such sensation
Never could I deny such temptation.
Even though you are deadly
I want a bite so badly.
Maybe just a small bite?
then you may kiss me forever goodnight.
I know you'll poison me just nice
neither more or less.
Killing me softly, lovely
Whispering your last word "I love you, Honey."









-Nani sabar yer..sorry...-

-Buy Me-

I put on my best shirt.
I gel up my best hair.
Wrap myself with plastic.
Place myself inside my box.
Put on my price tag.
Dance on my advertisement.
Turn on my theme song.
Singing,
Please spend your tears on me
Please spend your love on me.
Buy me.


Kyox_

-In before linguistic mode-

-In a State of Weak Mind-

I’m upset with the weakness of our mind

Too weak, easily deceived and manipulated around
Just like the flies rather fly towards the fire
And burn their wicked body to ashes
Just because they believe that that is Ra
Providing them an eternal tavern
Ignoring the state that they are burned to death
Would worthy cost to the price of heaven
Not even Vayu can change their determination
Not even the Lord can come into their salvation
Our mind thinks like how our eyes see it
The world is upside down before the brain analyzes it.
A world of a weak mind where the mind praises the demons,
and slaughter the angels.


Kyox_

-Ignore me-

-Heartache-

I ripped my chest
just to see which part
of my heart ache.

But obviously right?
My heart is all
_____________made of you.














Kyox_

-Heartache@emo-

-I'll Write My Words-

This is a REPLY to Siti Sarah's "My Wish"


Say I love you;
Say forever I'll have you,
Will you believe in the words,
that creep around our delusional mind?
If you believe,
I'll never stop writing our love
If you believe,
I'll write your wishes come true
Keep on believing in my words,
I'll write your love I'll write your wishes come true.














Kyox_

-Your wish is my command-

-Roses feat PrettyInPink-

Well, PrettyInPink started of with this:

To be in love is like picking up
the roses. if you wanna pick up
that rose, expect your hand to bleed.

and I ended it with this.

Then you'll be crying,
not for the bleeding finger,
but for the fallen rose petals,
shattered.













Kyox_

-Searching for Plastic Roses-

-Say You Love Me Say You Not-

You said you’ll seal
The scars that never heal.
You said you’ll hold on to
The love that we make believe into.
You said you’ll cry
And bleed to mourn the red sky.
But I've never heard you speak
Words that will put me into silence, deep.
So before the time ties our knot
Say you love me say you not.













Kyox_

-Something, at last-

-The Gentle Blue Rain-

Crap for my S&P assignment...sick of it...


The Gentle Blue Rain

The gentle blue rain
Fell on the big red train
Then swam along the black drain
Into the great green plain.

In the plain they saw
A big brown dog with a big jaw
And his big yellow paws
With sharp silver claws.

So they ran along the orange hill
till they reach the purple mill
The air was super cool and chill
“Ha Chill!” they all got ill!











Kyox_

-Writer's block now...-

-Present Continuous-

We were on the phone...



Me: Baby, I love you. Our love, is it past, present or future tense?

Gf: Erm, it's present continuous~~

Me: Wow~~~~



(She's doing Mandarin course, so I think you can see why I wow there.)













Kyox_

-I never love you like I used to;
coz it's getting stronger and stronger. -

-Empty Canvas-

Where kite lingers in the sky above,

and the child below running free
hoping the kite will set him off
to the Neverland where children are free

Where I saw girls playing with their dolls
practicing to be the housewives of the future
and I see boys fighting off with trolls,
ending the fight with their heroic postures.

And I try to recall the pieces in me
where my mother used to hug me around
I can see I'm running wild
and nothing more than that in me

Where others' childhood is albums full of colourful pictures;
Mine is an empty canvas where I try to sketch and make colours into.


Kyox_

-Missing my childhood-
-Dear pa and ma, I'm not saying tat my childhood is bored and colourless. I'm just saying that I couldn't remember much about my childhood, things that i did, friends that i played with, places that went to. My childhood is full of life, full of your love, as the tiny bits that I could remember are the ones that both of you showered me with your love. I love, both of you.

-You trapped me inside the hurricane of you and me-

You're just like a hurricane

Shield me with armor of wind
not too hot not too cold
Love me in the core of your soul
Calm me from the chaos of the world
You trapped me,
inside the hurricane of you and me.


Kyox_

-Just you and me-

-I'm Delusive-

The water is getting clear now

and you almost can see the bottom
And now everything it's about you
Do you dare to stick your hand into the bottom?
and grab the truth out of it?
Fear not,
I'm just a tree, by the river bank.


Kyox_

-I'm a illusionist-

-Heppy Valentine's Day-

I'm amazed how
life brought you to me
I want you to know
Since then you're special to me

___________________________________

Sunrise or Sunset
Both doesn't matter
What matters is
We're watching it together

___________________________________


Roses or not
Presents or not
Chocolates or not
You love me not?

___________________________________

I want to steal the cupid's arrow
Carve your name on the arrow's head
Stab it hard into my heart
Make your love an eternal curse.
___________________________________

Valentine, valentine, valentine
A time where the blood mood shine
Lure the cupid from everyone heart
Every corner of the twisted heart
Nothing but Cupid wandering free
Till the death of the blood moon shine
I love you more we will shine
Nothing can stop you and me
Eternity till it will be.
___________________________________

Kyox_

-Heppy Valentine-

-Masks-

Some simple monster masks made by our own for P&D..lolz..

wawa

Maha

Visva

Wawa and Anuar

Adah


Anuar

Me!





Kyox_

-LadyInPink, we had fun! Chill!-

-Leaving Soul-

When raindrop pauses;

When gust bring no warmth;
Even the trees bow down;
All hail the leaving soul.

When the stars switched off;
When the moon not smiling;
Even the sun went slumber;
All hail the leaving soul.

When the crowd stop moving;
and you move in light speed.
Even the Earth stood still;
All hail the leaving soul.

When your world goes dark;
and your mind goes blank.
When you're deaf and dumb;
and words failed you.
When happiness is a queer;
When memories rushing out;
When the world failed you;
and you think that God is not fair.
Even the dog dragged it's tail away;
When they broke the news to you.

All hail the leaving soul.



Kyox_

-Condolence to Mr. John and family. May God bless his wife.-

-Bloody-

Draw the bloody pentagram

Light the bloody candles
Offer the bloody heart
and recite the bloody mantra
Cherish the bloody blood
Praised the bloody Satan
Let Lucifer take your bloody soul
Free her from the bloody hell
and she's the bloody woman,
you'd bloody die for.


Kyox_

-I'm not a bloody fool-

-Ablaze-

Your smile

simply devine
Melting everything

Seeing you smiling
back at the culprit
Set heart ablaze

Eternal flame.



Kyox_

-Hot weather-

-Hepppy Chinese New Year

I wanna post this up before I get busy. Wishing everyone Heppy Chinese New Year~

~牛年快乐~

Kyox_

-Silamat Tahun Bhalu Cina..XP-

-Planting Love

I’m planting love
Waiting it to bloom
Like counting the endless stars in the sky
Like waiting the restless days to fly by
And when it bloom
No eyes ever meet such beauty
Water it with blood
Nurture it with life
Yes I’m planting love.









Kyox_

-The pic is a plant called bleeding heart-

-The Plain-

Silent is crawling
Beneath the plain of truth
Like predator behind the bushes
Waiting for the perfect timing
And when the wind blow
The plain of truth will whisper
And I hope you will listen
And I hope you will open up your mind
Feel the breeze of the plain
See what lies beneath the truth
And so you’ll be you again
The one I once love.

















Kyox_

-I wanna go to lavender farm-

-Real love, Real Lies, Real Pain-

爱来的时候

When love come,
是真的
It’s true, it’s real,
爱走的时候
When love leave,
是真的
It’s true, it’s real.


真实的爱情
The true love,
结束在真实的欺骗
Ends at true, real lies.

在被真实的欺骗和伤害下
Under the real lies and damages you suffered
你失去了真实的爱情
You lost the real love
有谁会理解你现在真实的伤害？
Who can understand the true pain you are going through?
有谁会理解你当初真实的爱情？
Who can understand the true love you went through?



Kyox_

-Copy paste and translated by Kyox_-

-Love and Heart-

Your love fills my Heart


Kyox_

-Crap from Song and Poetry-

-The Fairytale World-

Maybe I can view this world as a better place,

if I can't see and can't hear a single shit.

The fairytale world with everlasting happy ending.



Kyox_


- Being sarcastic-

-In the name of Love-

Watching you fading away
Like echoes; disappearing with each wave
There is no more happiness in the spring
There is no more beauty in the winter
The pendulum could not be stopped
Haste! Haste to the final stop
Oh God!
In the name of Love
Should I kill you
Or should I let your tears
Cherish this bloody soil.












Kyox_


-Ignore me, Crapz again-