-In a State of Weak Mind-

I’m upset with the weakness of our mind

Too weak, easily deceived and manipulated around
Just like the flies rather fly towards the fire
And burn their wicked body to ashes
Just because they believe that that is Ra
Providing them an eternal tavern
Ignoring the state that they are burned to death
Would worthy cost to the price of heaven
Not even Vayu can change their determination
Not even the Lord can come into their salvation
Our mind thinks like how our eyes see it
The world is upside down before the brain analyzes it.
A world of a weak mind where the mind praises the demons,
and slaughter the angels.


Kyox_

-Ignore me-

-Heartache-

I ripped my chest
just to see which part
of my heart ache.

But obviously right?
My heart is all
_____________made of you.














Kyox_

-Heartache@emo-

-I'll Write My Words-

This is a REPLY to Siti Sarah's "My Wish"


Say I love you;
Say forever I'll have you,
Will you believe in the words,
that creep around our delusional mind?
If you believe,
I'll never stop writing our love
If you believe,
I'll write your wishes come true
Keep on believing in my words,
I'll write your love I'll write your wishes come true.














Kyox_

-Your wish is my command-

-Roses feat PrettyInPink-

Well, PrettyInPink started of with this:

To be in love is like picking up
the roses. if you wanna pick up
that rose, expect your hand to bleed.

and I ended it with this.

Then you'll be crying,
not for the bleeding finger,
but for the fallen rose petals,
shattered.













Kyox_

-Searching for Plastic Roses-

-Say You Love Me Say You Not-

You said you’ll seal
The scars that never heal.
You said you’ll hold on to
The love that we make believe into.
You said you’ll cry
And bleed to mourn the red sky.
But I've never heard you speak
Words that will put me into silence, deep.
So before the time ties our knot
Say you love me say you not.













Kyox_

-Something, at last-

-The Gentle Blue Rain-

Crap for my S&P assignment...sick of it...


The Gentle Blue Rain

The gentle blue rain
Fell on the big red train
Then swam along the black drain
Into the great green plain.

In the plain they saw
A big brown dog with a big jaw
And his big yellow paws
With sharp silver claws.

So they ran along the orange hill
till they reach the purple mill
The air was super cool and chill
“Ha Chill!” they all got ill!











Kyox_

-Writer's block now...-

-Present Continuous-

We were on the phone...



Me: Baby, I love you. Our love, is it past, present or future tense?

Gf: Erm, it's present continuous~~

Me: Wow~~~~



(She's doing Mandarin course, so I think you can see why I wow there.)













Kyox_

-I never love you like I used to;
coz it's getting stronger and stronger. -

-Empty Canvas-

Where kite lingers in the sky above,

and the child below running free
hoping the kite will set him off
to the Neverland where children are free

Where I saw girls playing with their dolls
practicing to be the housewives of the future
and I see boys fighting off with trolls,
ending the fight with their heroic postures.

And I try to recall the pieces in me
where my mother used to hug me around
I can see I'm running wild
and nothing more than that in me

Where others' childhood is albums full of colourful pictures;
Mine is an empty canvas where I try to sketch and make colours into.


Kyox_

-Missing my childhood-
-Dear pa and ma, I'm not saying tat my childhood is bored and colourless. I'm just saying that I couldn't remember much about my childhood, things that i did, friends that i played with, places that went to. My childhood is full of life, full of your love, as the tiny bits that I could remember are the ones that both of you showered me with your love. I love, both of you.

-You trapped me inside the hurricane of you and me-

You're just like a hurricane

Shield me with armor of wind
not too hot not too cold
Love me in the core of your soul
Calm me from the chaos of the world
You trapped me,
inside the hurricane of you and me.


Kyox_

-Just you and me-

-I'm Delusive-

The water is getting clear now

and you almost can see the bottom
And now everything it's about you
Do you dare to stick your hand into the bottom?
and grab the truth out of it?
Fear not,
I'm just a tree, by the river bank.


Kyox_

-I'm a illusionist-

-Heppy Valentine's Day-

I'm amazed how
life brought you to me
I want you to know
Since then you're special to me

___________________________________

Sunrise or Sunset
Both doesn't matter
What matters is
We're watching it together

___________________________________


Roses or not
Presents or not
Chocolates or not
You love me not?

___________________________________

I want to steal the cupid's arrow
Carve your name on the arrow's head
Stab it hard into my heart
Make your love an eternal curse.
___________________________________

Valentine, valentine, valentine
A time where the blood mood shine
Lure the cupid from everyone heart
Every corner of the twisted heart
Nothing but Cupid wandering free
Till the death of the blood moon shine
I love you more we will shine
Nothing can stop you and me
Eternity till it will be.
___________________________________

Kyox_

-Heppy Valentine-

-Masks-

Some simple monster masks made by our own for P&D..lolz..

wawa

Maha

Visva

Wawa and Anuar

Adah


Anuar

Me!





Kyox_

-LadyInPink, we had fun! Chill!-

-Leaving Soul-

When raindrop pauses;

When gust bring no warmth;
Even the trees bow down;
All hail the leaving soul.

When the stars switched off;
When the moon not smiling;
Even the sun went slumber;
All hail the leaving soul.

When the crowd stop moving;
and you move in light speed.
Even the Earth stood still;
All hail the leaving soul.

When your world goes dark;
and your mind goes blank.
When you're deaf and dumb;
and words failed you.
When happiness is a queer;
When memories rushing out;
When the world failed you;
and you think that God is not fair.
Even the dog dragged it's tail away;
When they broke the news to you.

All hail the leaving soul.



Kyox_

-Condolence to Mr. John and family. May God bless his wife.-

-Bloody-

Draw the bloody pentagram

Light the bloody candles
Offer the bloody heart
and recite the bloody mantra
Cherish the bloody blood
Praised the bloody Satan
Let Lucifer take your bloody soul
Free her from the bloody hell
and she's the bloody woman,
you'd bloody die for.


Kyox_

-I'm not a bloody fool-

-Ablaze-

Your smile

simply devine
Melting everything

Seeing you smiling
back at the culprit
Set heart ablaze

Eternal flame.



Kyox_

-Hot weather-

-Hepppy Chinese New Year

I wanna post this up before I get busy. Wishing everyone Heppy Chinese New Year~

~牛年快乐~

Kyox_

-Silamat Tahun Bhalu Cina..XP-

-Planting Love

I’m planting love
Waiting it to bloom
Like counting the endless stars in the sky
Like waiting the restless days to fly by
And when it bloom
No eyes ever meet such beauty
Water it with blood
Nurture it with life
Yes I’m planting love.









Kyox_

-The pic is a plant called bleeding heart-

-The Plain-

Silent is crawling
Beneath the plain of truth
Like predator behind the bushes
Waiting for the perfect timing
And when the wind blow
The plain of truth will whisper
And I hope you will listen
And I hope you will open up your mind
Feel the breeze of the plain
See what lies beneath the truth
And so you’ll be you again
The one I once love.

















Kyox_

-I wanna go to lavender farm-

-Real love, Real Lies, Real Pain-

爱来的时候

When love come,
是真的
It’s true, it’s real,
爱走的时候
When love leave,
是真的
It’s true, it’s real.


真实的爱情
The true love,
结束在真实的欺骗
Ends at true, real lies.

在被真实的欺骗和伤害下
Under the real lies and damages you suffered
你失去了真实的爱情
You lost the real love
有谁会理解你现在真实的伤害？
Who can understand the true pain you are going through?
有谁会理解你当初真实的爱情？
Who can understand the true love you went through?



Kyox_

-Copy paste and translated by Kyox_-

-Love and Heart-

Your love fills my Heart


Kyox_

-Crap from Song and Poetry-

-The Fairytale World-

Maybe I can view this world as a better place,

if I can't see and can't hear a single shit.

The fairytale world with everlasting happy ending.



Kyox_


- Being sarcastic-

-In the name of Love-

Watching you fading away
Like echoes; disappearing with each wave
There is no more happiness in the spring
There is no more beauty in the winter
The pendulum could not be stopped
Haste! Haste to the final stop
Oh God!
In the name of Love
Should I kill you
Or should I let your tears
Cherish this bloody soil.












Kyox_


-Ignore me, Crapz again-

-You're the Master-

Of all the thing that I have seen
You are the fairest of all beings
For the men who die for the heart of yours
I survived to treasure yours
Of all the glory in the world
None shall compare to our world
Living under the iron curtain of love
Blessed with all the magic love can gives
No interruption no invasion
Just you as the master
And I’m the lover.
















Kyox_

-Thinking of you-

-Smash It-

I hear you, I hear u sadly
U are bewildered; lies and truth united
Happiness is nowhere near
Only reflections in the mirror
Take a deep breath
Raise up your hand
Smash that mirror; Once and for ALL
Fear not; you’ll survive the cut
It will heal; I will be there.
For you, you deserve more
Than an old grimy mirror.
















Kyox_

-Wake up, my friend.-

-Raise up your head-

"Hey kid,
when you are sad
Dont ever look down
Raise up your head
because hope falls from the sky..."


Quotation from the comic
"Zetman"


Kyox_

-i prefer to look down when i walk; looks cool! lolz...-

-You can Read me?-

You see me;you only see the blood and flesh
but not what inside me.

You hear me;you can hear facts and lies
but not the echoes in my heart.

You feel me;you only sensing the friction between two skins
but not the touch of my soul.

and you say you can read me?




















Kyox_

-crapz inside my mind~lolz!-

-Turn the World Upside Down-

When the world upset you
When the world backstabbed you
When the world turned against you
Lend me your hand
let ME turn the world upside down

Clear the corruption
Clear the backstabbers
Clear all the bullshit
Clear whateva shit on this planet
Come on let ME turn the world upside down

Are you terrified?
Are you uncertain?
I’m the Satan; I’m the Savior
Choose your path; Clear your doubt
Come on lets defy gravity
and let ME turn the world upside down.

Kyox_

-Yeah rebellious I am-

-Good Luck-

Well, tomorrow is final exam for sem 1.
GOod luck to all the TESLianz out there.



Kyox_

-I dont need luck! XP I need chocolate!-

-Write me a Sonnet-

Hey Shakespeare,
write me a sonnet
Meanwhile let me play the clarinet
Giving u some inspiration
Write me some aspiration
A sonnet
A sonnet for me
and my love

Write me you masterpiece
Show me your magic
Say your magic word
Give me your magic touch
And grant me and my love
Immortality

Hey Shakespeare,
write me a sonnet
So that my love will live long
As long as there are people reading the sonnet
The sonnet about me and my love


Kyox_

-Write me a sonnet will ya?-

-Back from Pangkor (2)-

l like this one. sunset.

aloha

Mr Chairman giving his speech

En Moktar

Mdm Nurhalini

En Ikmal

En Jalal

On the top of lorry

hahahaha

hahahahahhaha

abseiling life guard

The Pirates with En Jalal and Boy

Somebody got me

Fiza and Ryn

MC for the last briefing

Candid 1

Candid 2

hahahahahhahaha

Kyox_


-Missing the days-