-Our Love-

Just like Carousel,
so close, yet forever will
not be together.









Credit to Pei Cheen: 旋转木马是最残忍的游戏，彼此追逐却有永恒的距离.

Kyox_

- I need more money for my car (T.T)-

-Angel-

Owh Angel of Beauty may I ask thee
Why don't thee let go of the sinking ship
for the ship had fell for the Medusa under the sea
forever not he will hear thy sing.

Owh Angel of Beauty may I ask thee
Why are thee afraid of letting go the sinking ship
For the sinking ship does not value thy beauty
but blinded he is with beauty of the sea.

Owh Angle of Beauty may I ask thee
Why are thee not coming back to me
For I will worship thy beauty
For my heart will be thy offering.

Owh Angle of Beauty I beg thee
Let go of the sinking ship
For he belong forever to the rotting sea
For thy beauty should belong to you and me.










Kyox_

-Sing my beauty,sing, and I will sing with you, I will.-

-Venus-

If I'm a flower and you're a bug
then I wish I'm a flower that could hug
for I never want to let you go once you land on me
never wanting others to share you nor me
If I could not be the flower that could hug
then Venus the demon lord I shall be
snap you from the realm of reality
and let us rot together in land of immortality.












Kyox_

-Sometime you just gotta let go; or die holding on.-

-So Long-

Will you moonwalk to

the heaven where you shall dance
forever. So long.










Kyox_

-Moonwalkingunderthemoonthatwalkyouawaywon'tbethesameanymore.-

-Leaving Soul-

When raindrop pauses;

When gust bring no warmth;
Even the trees bow down;
All hail the leaving soul.

When the stars switched off;
When the moon not smiling;
Even the sun went slumber;
All hail the leaving soul.

When the crowd stop moving;
and you move in light speed.
Even the Earth stood still;
All hail the leaving soul.

When your world goes dark;
and your mind goes blank.
When you're deaf and dumb;
and words failed you.
When happiness is a queer;
When memories rushing out;
When the world failed you;
and you think that God is not fair.
Even the dog dragged it's tail away;
When they broke the news to you.

All hail the leaving soul.



Kyox_

-Condolence to Mr. John and family. May God bless his wife.-

-In the name of Love-

Watching you fading away
Like echoes; disappearing with each wave
There is no more happiness in the spring
There is no more beauty in the winter
The pendulum could not be stopped
Haste! Haste to the final stop
Oh God!
In the name of Love
Should I kill you
Or should I let your tears
Cherish this bloody soil.












Kyox_


-Ignore me, Crapz again-

-Smash It-

I hear you, I hear u sadly
U are bewildered; lies and truth united
Happiness is nowhere near
Only reflections in the mirror
Take a deep breath
Raise up your hand
Smash that mirror; Once and for ALL
Fear not; you’ll survive the cut
It will heal; I will be there.
For you, you deserve more
Than an old grimy mirror.
















Kyox_

-Wake up, my friend.-

-A Drama-

“Hey look! Up there! “Wwhat?! Who is that” “Hey you!”
“Hey are you stupid!” “What the F**K are you doing there?!
“Jump Jump Jump” “Jump!!” “Argggggghhhhhhh!”
“Owhhhhhhhh somebody called the police!” “F**k someone call the police!”
“Hey look that that man, what is he trying to do!” “Who cares.”
“Come on honey lets go, that nothing here to see” “But mummy I wanna see
spider man jump” “JUMP JUMP JUMP” “No honey that is not spider man”

“Shhh”

“The getleman up there, can you please calm down.” “Hey is that guy stupid or wat!”
“Rescue will be here in a moment” “Please do not attempt any movement”
“Yo if you really wanna jump then jump!” “OMG where is the fire fighter?”
“This is XXX reporting live here in Downtown” “Hey dude dun move!”
“An unknown man is standing at the roof of the Downtown Hall”

“Shhhhhhhhhhhh” “QUIET! I’m trying to THINK!”

“Gentleman, can you hear me?” "Please come down and let’s talk about it”
“The man is carrying some sort of poster with him… Hey camera try to zoom in and let us see.” “OMG the poster is nailed to his hand and body, just like..”


“BOOOOOOOOM”

“OMG” “Argggggggggggg” “F**K! F**K!”
“WTF!!” “JESUS CHRIST” “OH God bless us!” “OMG the man had just….hha…had just…I’m speechless…sor.sorry” “Camera don’t focus on the bo…” “OMG someone CALL the Ambulance!” “ARGGGGGGHHH”
“The man has just been indentified as XXX, from 13th Street, Downtown” “Before I finish, this is what the poster says” “STEp aside! Give way for the MEDIC!” “MOVE” “CHECK THE PULSE CHECK THE PULSE”

“I’M SICK OF THIS WORLD!
INSTEAD OF SAVING ME, WHY DON’T YOU SAVE THE WORLD!!”

"Is he dead yet?" "Hell yeah!" “We are terribly sorry for the explicit..err…footage... This is XXX, lived from downtown” "Damn, so much for my day!"

Kyox_

-i'm still breathing-

-Oh the Great Devil- HUMAN-

Destructions, damnations,

Oh the great Devil- HUMAN

Unstoppable! Unbeatable!

Ruthless, heartless!

the eyes

the ears

the heart

cant bear no more…

to end it?

or to watch it end?

The Earth is rotting,

Silently, but surely…

Oh Lord of The Heaven,

I pray to u…

let the Judgments begin…

“Legend shall speak
Of sacrifice at world’s end
The wind sails over the water’s surface
Quietly, but surely”

-Loveless, Act IV-





kyox_



-I'm one of a devil myself!lolz-

3rd August 2008-Pain_Amen-

cut your wrist..
let it bleed...
can you feel the pain?
let it bleed to the last drop...
let gravity pulls you down..
don't defy it...
now can you feel the pain?
no, you'll never understand the true pain...
you'll never know what true pain is...
the pain of losing everything...
everything but your soul...
the pain of hunger,
the pain of losing one of your family members,
the pain of losing part of your body...
the pain of watching your country destroyed and yet u cant do anything...
the pain because fail to protect those who matters to you...
Pain..
People are in pain...
Great pain...

Be graceful with what you are having now...
do not take from granted...
never ever say that you understand their feelings...
coz you will never ever understand...



Shed your tears for those who need it...
may The Lord shed his for you...




Amen...




kyox_

-i'm grateful-

26th January 2008-The Smile-Your Smile-

the sweetness..
is a was...
only if i could see it more..as in the term
"you are smiling"
,at me...
the smile, your smile...
it was,
sweet..
i wish ...
the smile, your smile,
is sweet...
sweetness..
sugar is sweet...
the smile,your smile...
was sweet...
was
sweet...
and nth more....
signifying nth...

kyox_

-just memories-