-In a State of Weak Mind-

I’m upset with the weakness of our mind

Too weak, easily deceived and manipulated around
Just like the flies rather fly towards the fire
And burn their wicked body to ashes
Just because they believe that that is Ra
Providing them an eternal tavern
Ignoring the state that they are burned to death
Would worthy cost to the price of heaven
Not even Vayu can change their determination
Not even the Lord can come into their salvation
Our mind thinks like how our eyes see it
The world is upside down before the brain analyzes it.
A world of a weak mind where the mind praises the demons,
and slaughter the angels.


Kyox_

-Ignore me-

-Ablaze-

Your smile

simply devine
Melting everything

Seeing you smiling
back at the culprit
Set heart ablaze

Eternal flame.



Kyox_

-Hot weather-

-The Fairytale World-

Maybe I can view this world as a better place,

if I can't see and can't hear a single shit.

The fairytale world with everlasting happy ending.



Kyox_


- Being sarcastic-

-Smash It-

I hear you, I hear u sadly
U are bewildered; lies and truth united
Happiness is nowhere near
Only reflections in the mirror
Take a deep breath
Raise up your hand
Smash that mirror; Once and for ALL
Fear not; you’ll survive the cut
It will heal; I will be there.
For you, you deserve more
Than an old grimy mirror.
















Kyox_

-Wake up, my friend.-

-You can Read me?-

You see me;you only see the blood and flesh
but not what inside me.

You hear me;you can hear facts and lies
but not the echoes in my heart.

You feel me;you only sensing the friction between two skins
but not the touch of my soul.

and you say you can read me?




















Kyox_

-crapz inside my mind~lolz!-

-Turn the World Upside Down-

When the world upset you
When the world backstabbed you
When the world turned against you
Lend me your hand
let ME turn the world upside down

Clear the corruption
Clear the backstabbers
Clear all the bullshit
Clear whateva shit on this planet
Come on let ME turn the world upside down

Are you terrified?
Are you uncertain?
I’m the Satan; I’m the Savior
Choose your path; Clear your doubt
Come on lets defy gravity
and let ME turn the world upside down.

Kyox_

-Yeah rebellious I am-

-Sick People-

People are sick

They are sick, but they do not want to consult any doctor

And yet they blame the doctor for not helping them…
So sick, sick till they lost their mind…

People are sick,
They talk about Pride
They talk about Equality
They talk about Perfection
But,

They have no pride
They do no show equality
They deliver no perfection

Pride is about your responsibility
Equality is about carrying out your responsibility
And Perfection, is the beauty of your work, your masterpiece.

Sick people,
They are so sick,
Yet they do not want to heal, they do not want any treatment
They rather rot,
And vanish along with this world

And that is what I call
Stupidity



Kyox_

-I'm sick of excuses.. I repeat, EXCUSES-

-If I die-

If I die,
how many will come to my funeral?

If I die,
how many will shed their tears for me?

If I die,
how many will be missing me?

If I die,
how the world would change?

If I die,
how many will forget me? Or should I say, how soon?

Am I just clay, back to the nature?
or am I just a memory that is not permanent?

How can I make myself immortal?

I wanna see all this,
but if I die,
how am I suppose to see all these?
Kyox_

-I will remember you-

-Thank you-

I would like to …

Thank you for complaining a lot…
so that I can see what is wrong with my way…

Thank you for giving me false promises…
so that I can realize that talk is cheap…

Thank you for go against me all the time…
so that I won’t feel bored all the time…

Thank you for dumping and leaving me behind …
so that I can realize that actually I’m not alone…

Thank you for showing me how immature you are…
so that I can see how mature I am compared to you..

Thank you so much!



Kyox_

- Thank you thank you!-

-A Drama-

“Hey look! Up there! “Wwhat?! Who is that” “Hey you!”
“Hey are you stupid!” “What the F**K are you doing there?!
“Jump Jump Jump” “Jump!!” “Argggggghhhhhhh!”
“Owhhhhhhhh somebody called the police!” “F**k someone call the police!”
“Hey look that that man, what is he trying to do!” “Who cares.”
“Come on honey lets go, that nothing here to see” “But mummy I wanna see
spider man jump” “JUMP JUMP JUMP” “No honey that is not spider man”

“Shhh”

“The getleman up there, can you please calm down.” “Hey is that guy stupid or wat!”
“Rescue will be here in a moment” “Please do not attempt any movement”
“Yo if you really wanna jump then jump!” “OMG where is the fire fighter?”
“This is XXX reporting live here in Downtown” “Hey dude dun move!”
“An unknown man is standing at the roof of the Downtown Hall”

“Shhhhhhhhhhhh” “QUIET! I’m trying to THINK!”

“Gentleman, can you hear me?” "Please come down and let’s talk about it”
“The man is carrying some sort of poster with him… Hey camera try to zoom in and let us see.” “OMG the poster is nailed to his hand and body, just like..”


“BOOOOOOOOM”

“OMG” “Argggggggggggg” “F**K! F**K!”
“WTF!!” “JESUS CHRIST” “OH God bless us!” “OMG the man had just….hha…had just…I’m speechless…sor.sorry” “Camera don’t focus on the bo…” “OMG someone CALL the Ambulance!” “ARGGGGGGHHH”
“The man has just been indentified as XXX, from 13th Street, Downtown” “Before I finish, this is what the poster says” “STEp aside! Give way for the MEDIC!” “MOVE” “CHECK THE PULSE CHECK THE PULSE”

“I’M SICK OF THIS WORLD!
INSTEAD OF SAVING ME, WHY DON’T YOU SAVE THE WORLD!!”

"Is he dead yet?" "Hell yeah!" “We are terribly sorry for the explicit..err…footage... This is XXX, lived from downtown” "Damn, so much for my day!"

Kyox_

-i'm still breathing-

-Oh the Great Devil- HUMAN-

Destructions, damnations,

Oh the great Devil- HUMAN

Unstoppable! Unbeatable!

Ruthless, heartless!

the eyes

the ears

the heart

cant bear no more…

to end it?

or to watch it end?

The Earth is rotting,

Silently, but surely…

Oh Lord of The Heaven,

I pray to u…

let the Judgments begin…

“Legend shall speak
Of sacrifice at world’s end
The wind sails over the water’s surface
Quietly, but surely”

-Loveless, Act IV-





kyox_



-I'm one of a devil myself!lolz-

3rd August 2008-Pain_Amen-

cut your wrist..
let it bleed...
can you feel the pain?
let it bleed to the last drop...
let gravity pulls you down..
don't defy it...
now can you feel the pain?
no, you'll never understand the true pain...
you'll never know what true pain is...
the pain of losing everything...
everything but your soul...
the pain of hunger,
the pain of losing one of your family members,
the pain of losing part of your body...
the pain of watching your country destroyed and yet u cant do anything...
the pain because fail to protect those who matters to you...
Pain..
People are in pain...
Great pain...

Be graceful with what you are having now...
do not take from granted...
never ever say that you understand their feelings...
coz you will never ever understand...



Shed your tears for those who need it...
may The Lord shed his for you...




Amen...




kyox_

-i'm grateful-