whatever cRap plazE it Is..

-Photo Album-

2011-04-20T11:36:00.008+08:00

It's easy to see a mother's love.

Just open her photo' album

and you'll find it's full of pictures

of you.

Kyox_

-Mother's Day mood-

-A Confession From the Heart-

2010-11-04T05:17:00.007+08:00

When I was,
young.
I want to grow tall.
I want to have money.
I want to buy a lot of things.
Things that you both don't allow me to buy!
Chocolate! Snacks! Plenty of Coca-Cola!
I want all these in every meal!
I want all the comics books!
I want to party whole night,
and come back when its dawn!
I don't want to take the public bus!
I want to drive!
No I don't want to study,
I just want to sing,
and play basketball whole day long!
I want to leave home!
I want to explore new places,
see new things!
I want to have a room of my owns,
A messy wardrobe with untidy bed!
I want to choose when I want to bath,
when I want to sleep,
and what I want to do!
I want to grow tall, grow big, grow old
and enjoy all these freedom!

And now I am,
tall, big, and free
adult.
All I want is to see both of you

young again.

Kyox_
-Missing home-

-Pa-

2010-11-04T05:07:00.006+08:00

When I look at myself
the way I bit my finger
when waiting for traffic light;
the way I brushed my chin
when I'm bored of driving.
And I'm thinking,
hey Pa,
I'm becoming more and more like you. =)

Kyox_
-I miss you...-

-Sunset-

2010-10-19T06:04:00.005+08:00

An empty room of chair and table,
only a picture lives to tell our fable.
For the sun may rise and set,
but we will forever treasure this sunset.

Kyox_

-One fucking busy week, and hell lot to come.-

-Our Love-

2010-10-09T15:49:00.006+08:00

Just like Carousel,
so close, yet forever will
not be together.

Credit to Pei Cheen: 旋转木马是最残忍的游戏，彼此追逐却有永恒的距离.

Kyox_

- I need more money for my car (T.T)-

-Angel-

2010-10-09T06:05:00.005+08:00

Owh Angel of Beauty may I ask thee
Why don't thee let go of the sinking ship
for the ship had fell for the Medusa under the sea
forever not he will hear thy sing.

Owh Angel of Beauty may I ask thee
Why are thee afraid of letting go the sinking ship
For the sinking ship does not value thy beauty
but blinded he is with beauty of the sea.

Owh Angle of Beauty may I ask thee
Why are thee not coming back to me
For I will worship thy beauty
For my heart will be thy offering.

Owh Angle of Beauty I beg thee
Let go of the sinking ship
For he belong forever to the rotting sea
For thy beauty should belong to you and me.

Kyox_

-Sing my beauty,sing, and I will sing with you, I will.-

-Venus-

2010-10-09T04:55:00.007+08:00

If I'm a flower and you're a bug
then I wish I'm a flower that could hug
for I never want to let you go once you land on me
never wanting others to share you nor me
If I could not be the flower that could hug
then Venus the demon lord I shall be
snap you from the realm of reality
and let us rot together in land of immortality.

Kyox_

-Sometime you just gotta let go; or die holding on.-

-Gems-

2010-10-06T04:19:00.005+08:00

Owh why do you teach dear mister?

For I am a greedy man who lust for gems
and in a half full classroom
I found myself surrounded with
countless, priceless
raw gems.

Kyox_

-I got more holidays than you yo, so what yo?-

-Beauty-

2010-09-26T23:29:00.005+08:00

Let not the roses be my love,
beautiful tragic a common love.
Let not the moon be my love
out of reach forever dream
Let not the light be my love
beautiful pure for I'm not fit
Let not the wind, the sky nor the cloud
For they are beautiful yet unpredictable display
Let you, my lady be my love
For the beauties are you and you are
my beauty.

Kyox_

-Is this me?-

-I Can't Run From You-

2010-08-08T05:14:00.004+08:00

When I close my eyes, and within the darkness
I see you, the only one that glow in my loneliness
And I pray that you would stay,
yet you would leave the moment I could say
how much I need to be by your side
how much I need to show you my love
how much I need to reassure you that
I can't run from you
I can't run from you,
baby.

Kyox_
-Currently listening to "I Run to You -Lady Antebellum"

-5201314-

2010-08-05T21:01:00.003+08:00

Should the words fail me

5201314
That's my love for you.

Kyox_
-I want to be by your side all the time-

*5201314 in mandarin means "I love you, forever and ever"

-Cold War-

2010-07-27T05:15:00.003+08:00

A cold war, between
two frozen hearts, waiting to
see who will melt first.

Kyox_
-Missing you-

-Star-

2010-07-05T23:35:00.006+08:00

For all eyes had seen your beauty,
only the blinds can see your tragedy
Alone in the black desert,
awaiting the winter to fall
Let my hands have you then
Ignite me,
ignore me,
Let me make you feel belonged
even for a single second.

Kyox_
-My ambition was to become an astronout.-

-Walk-

2010-06-25T00:30:00.007+08:00

Thank you my Love,
for walking me into all the endless joy and hapiness.
Thank you my Love,
for walking me out from all the sorow and sadness.
Thank you again, my Love,
for walking with me all along, rain or shine.
Thank you, my Love,
and I'll promise I'll walk with you,
hot or cold, rain or shines,
I'll walk with you till the end of time.

Happy 5th Aniversary My Love.

Kyox_
20-6-2010.

-we Love you Lecturers- Feat- RainMaker@Damnik

2010-05-22T00:03:00.007+08:00

Will our tears fall tonight, or tomorrow?
Ever so afraid that the joy will turn to sorrow

Long live the Big Hearts that bleed
Own by one so mighty and majestic indeed
Very little the appreciation compared to the deed
Eternal legacy where none may compete and succeed.

Yielding precious gems from undisclosed rough stones
Ostentatious would not be right, for Your Holiness is far beyond
Understatement of the sacrifices, the passion of great souls.
(So now my friends)

Let no tears fall today, not tomorrow. But let the tears of yesterday
Echoes in serenity, a realm of full flavored memories
Choose wisely the words, walk slowly the talk
Thank deeply the Hearts, who bleed to save
Unite again our arms, around the Giant Hearts.
Reassure them, that we shall never forget
Embedded in memory, embellished as time passes.
Repeat the holy word (Thank You), again and again.
So long our love, so long. May our love live, forever long.

Written by Kyox_ and RainMaker
Edited by PrettyInPink and Petrifiedklutz

Kyox_
-Farewell-

-Cheers revised by Dom-

2010-05-16T22:00:00.003+08:00

Cheers!
to the moon of hugs and tears!
to the good that I've done, today and yesterday!
to the big hearts that have place for me,
to the brave hearts that got hurt defending me!
to the people around me, enemies and allies,
and drink to my eyes, and drown in my tears!
Under the fifteen moon we drank,
so may our eternal bond be blessed!
Cheers!

Kyox_

-Thx Dom~-

-Cheers-

2010-04-02T01:51:00.006+08:00

Cheers
to the moon of hugs and tears
Cheers
to the good that I've done, today and yesterday
Cheers
to the big hearts that have place for me
Cheers
to the brave hearts that got hurt defending me
Cheers
to the people around me, enemies and allies
Cheers
and drink to my eyes, and drown in my tears
Cheers!
Cheers!
Cheers!
Under the fifteen moon we drank,
so may our eternal bond be blessed.

Kyox_

-谢谢你的温柔-

-Likey-

2010-03-29T22:21:00.004+08:00

The thing that I like about you
most is I could not find a single thing about you
that I do not like.

Kyox_

-Got a lot unfinished attempts, any1 wanna try to complete my pieces?-

-A promise-

2010-02-02T19:38:00.006+08:00

Under a tree a beautiful shade,
a love was born a promise was made.
The promise was to love and care
under the tree the world we share.
Forever not the blossom stay,
so do we for time we sway.
But as long as we both stay,
our heart our love they'll find their way.
So grow tall my tree, grow strong,
so will my love, our love, forever long.

Kyox_
-Save the trees, save the planet-

-Because of you-

2010-02-02T17:44:00.005+08:00

The sun rises; the birds sing,
the leaves fall, the autumn sings,
the river flow, drown into the sea,
and flying are the birds, and love sick-ed bees.
And the poet writes, and his lover smiles,
and the ship travels, for many thousand miles.
And all these
are not for you; but
because of you,
I rise, I sing and I fall.
Because of you,
I flow
along your smile
I drown
in your eyes
and I can fly
high up in the sky.
Because of you,
I write
pieces others cannot comprehend,
I smile
because I know you'll be holding my hand,
and I travel
to bring our heart close forever then.

Because of you.
Because of you.
Because of you.

Kyox_

-Refining this one, critique is appreciated.-

-Abra Kadabra-

2010-02-02T17:16:00.005+08:00

An ocean of
blood of woman and man;
A bottle of
great suffering and excruciating pain;
Ahhhh the most precious of all,
a drop of
true love tear.
Abra abra abra kadabra
and BEHOLD
the ultimate love potion.

Kyox_
-life is the only offering for love-

-Round and round-

2010-01-09T01:22:00.007+08:00

Love is all around
and it's making me go round
and round and round
and round and round
and round
and now i even speak in circle!

Kyox_
-When creativity is dead and stupidity comes in-

-Make love-

2010-01-08T01:09:00.005+08:00

Since then, your words do not
make sense anymore; they make
love.

-Crap is back crap is back-

-Behold-

2009-10-15T12:42:00.006+08:00

Behold my Queen of Forever
I humbly present you my hold (whole)
My flesh and my soul together
All I hunger is to be hold (held)
by you.

Kyox_

-BeholdmyqueenandholdmetightjustlikehowItightlyholdontoourlove-
-Back from hell of assignments-

-Firefly-

2009-09-15T13:07:00.004+08:00

Fly into your heart and
inhale all your love and
light up your heart and
show you the colour of my love.

Kyox_

-I'm a small small firefly,hoping to light up your big big world-

-Of Date-

2009-09-15T12:53:00.006+08:00

Of dates in a date on one date
one particular date that I'll never forget
On golden plate share we both ate
the ruby red-love bloomed-dates
Yet a date forever is a date
remained unnoticed;left behind in a date
But I'll remember the dates we ate
in our first date on a very special date.

Kyox_

-Just playing with words-

Be-Long (Belong)

2009-09-08T15:55:00.005+08:00

Let the day be long
and the light be long
Let others cry so long
and my heart stretch far long

But it won't be long
until my heart longing for you,
once more, forever long.

Kyox_

-Ibelongtoyou,foreverlong-

-凌与词-

2009-08-25T00:29:00.002+08:00

凌与词
词与凌
凌痴情
词领情

爱乃一
你乃生
这份情
一生愿

爱是永
即使远
这份爱
只为你

凌词情情, 一生情愿, 永远爱你

Kyox_

-宝贝，生日快乐哦~

-Blue Sea-

2009-08-25T00:06:00.002+08:00

Sea
Blue sea
There you’ll be
And I will see
You my Angel’s dancing free
And I will always love thee
There is where we will always be
Guarded by the wave deep under the sea
Swimming from coral to coral like love sick’ed bee
Forever the sea’ll have us and I’ll always love thee.

Kyox_

-Heppy 21st Bestday My dear~

-Cada Día Te Quiero Más Que Ayer Y Menos Que Mañana-

2009-08-24T23:45:00.006+08:00

I, me, myself, my soul and my heart (vow to)

Love you till the end of time
Of time that shall not fade (even if the)
Very red roses are not love anymore
Even if my eyes could see you anymore (but I know)

You will forever in my arms (I will never let you go)
Of love that keep you warm ( warm you till the very deep core of your heart)
Unite we are, the forever paramour (Forever forever forever forever, I promise)

Cada día te quiero más que ayer y menos que mañana.* (Yes I do)
I love you, say my heart, my soul, me, myself and I. (And I only say it to you)

I Love You, Ci.

I’ll love you no matter what the nature has predestined for us even if the nature will change us into the dust that sway along the wind I will still rise or even the smallest particle in the universe I will still remember and I promise whatever transformation that we had (will have) the only thing that will not change is my love and my love for you and hopefully our love.

*(I love you more than yesterday, but not as much as tomorrow.)

Kyox_

-Heppy 21st Bestday My Darling-

-Everything about You-

2009-08-06T16:43:00.007+08:00

Everything about you
is poetry
that writes on it's own.
An everlasting beauty.

Kyox_

-Everything about you is the Beauty I adore-

-Forever-

2009-07-30T00:36:00.005+08:00

And I said I will love you forever
and yet waiting for that to be answered
seems
taking forever.

Kyox_

-Heal fast my friends-

-Dandelions-

2009-07-14T18:27:00.006+08:00

Learn from the Dandelions
as they understand
the beauty of letting go.

Kyox_

-Into free verse.-

-"Aircond"-

2009-07-14T18:18:00.003+08:00

Getting warmer;
build more airconds.
Getting warmerrr;
build more airconds.
Getting warmerrrrr;
build more airconds.
One electric outbreak,
and whole populations
will be roasted to hell.

Kyox_
-Say no to plastic beg.-

-Haiku III-

2009-07-07T17:07:00.004+08:00

-Lost-
Like a two way road,
lost in our own direction.
So near yet so far.

________________________________________

-Valentine-
Sun and flowers- Spring;
Presents and snow- Christmas; My
love died- Valentine.

Kyox_
-Loveshouldbeacrimeaswetendtohurtheonewelove.-

-Moment-

2009-07-07T16:58:00.004+08:00

Stop your watch when you

are kissing me so that I
can own that moment
forever.

Kyox_

-I'mmissingtheveryscentofyours.-

-自私-

2009-07-01T15:05:00.004+08:00

在爱终结那瞬间,
总是想到她那边去.
这是爱,最后的执着?
还是,
害怕孤单的一个人离去?
还是,
害怕她孤独的一个人活着?

爱,永远是那么的自私.

Kyox_

-Loveyoutilltheendoftimeisnotsovalidanymore-

-So Long-

2009-06-27T13:02:00.004+08:00

Will you moonwalk to

the heaven where you shall dance
forever. So long.

Kyox_

-Moonwalkingunderthemoonthatwalkyouawaywon'tbethesameanymore.-

-Rainbow-

2009-06-12T01:31:00.002+08:00

您说,
您想要一道彩虹.
因为
您说,幸福在彩虹那里.
那
我会为您画上独特的彩虹,
因为
如果彩虹真的能给您幸福
那
我要给您
多彩多色的彩虹
让
您一生有
无穷
的幸福.

Kyox_

-Rain plz-

-The reason Why-

2009-06-12T01:11:00.003+08:00

U always ask “What do you like in me?”
Like how the bees love the flowers
The fishes and the ocean
The gusty wind and puffy clouds
Like the wolf howling at the moon
Or fireflies dancing for the stars
There’s no explanation in all these
I like you,
I love you,
Since the day I realized I cant live
without you.
Just because of this,
I love you.

Kyox_

-Missing catching bugs-

-Culprit-

2009-06-11T22:53:00.005+08:00

All this while,
I thought that by holding you tight,
having you close to my heart
will protect you from all harm.

And now I realized,
as I am selfishly holding you tight
I'm the culprit
that hurt you the most.

Kyox_

-Will never let go-

-The sound of Rain-

2009-05-26T08:59:00.005+08:00

When you cycle in the rain,
I ensure you,
the sound of the rain is not nice
anymore,
no more waltz, no more Beethoven.
Instead, you'll realize it will sound like
"Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!"
Try cycle in the rain.

Kyox_

-Screw the weather-

-Being apart is...-

2009-05-25T21:29:00.002+08:00

Sth to perli Hew...wakkaka

Being apart is
Closing both eyes,
Remembering every details of your face
while listening to the heartbeat that
sung to the tune of
our love anthem.

Kyox_

-Ala la, only day two already rindu..wakakakkakakakakakakakakakak-

-Lovespeed-

2009-05-24T10:30:00.006+08:00

The sun and moon both
The sky and land both
The cloud and rain both
You and I both
are separated
by vast distance
Yet our love was never too far
For it only took
1 second of lovespeed
For my heart to reach
yours.

Kyox_

-Traveling in lovespeed, back to you-

-My Very Own-

2009-05-17T19:46:00.006+08:00

Every writer is a magician,

embedded their magic among their lines.
So rise my words, rise.
Come and mend your master’s broken heart.
Love is but a big treachery,
that bring nothing but miseries!
So dance my little pen,dance.
Dance out our finest lines.
Write me love that belongs to me,
go against the wicked destiny, the fated love!
Write my hand, write.
For every words are blessed,
For my very own, love.

Kyox_

-Serenity I seek-

-Haiku Mood II-

2009-05-08T00:33:00.007+08:00

More haiku...

-Kiss-

Saliva swapping,
So thick, so warm. Heavenly!
Like hot chocolate.

______________________________________________________

-May-

Beautiful May and,
Eggs' hatching; flowers' blooming.
but our love died.

______________________________________________________

-My Own-

Fate, destiny, love.
Just go away. I'd rather

write my (our) own love.

______________________________________________________

-Monday, Tuesday-

Monday, and Tuesday.
Love you more than yesterday.
But you never do.

______________________________________________________

-Our Love- (Not Haiku)

Dust, and snow and tears.
These are the things that fall
Just like our love.

______________________________________________________

-Silent War-

Silent war is when
Two person're not talking, while
Two hearts are crying.

______________________________________________________

-Ocean-

Oh murderous wave.
Indulge myself into you.
Sweep my tears away.

______________________________________________________

Update 21/7/2009: Some of the poems are not haiku, as they did not fulfill the 5-7-5. sorry.

Kyox_

-Keep on writing-

-Haiku Mood-

2009-05-01T13:26:00.004+08:00

-A Play-

A wonderful play
Splendid performance, nice show!
Watching it alone.

___________________________________________________

-Sunday-

Sunday, happy day
Blue sky, warm breeze, smiling crowd
The day you left me.

___________________________________________________

-A Fight-

A fight, blame no one
It's just you being you,
and me being me.

___________________________________________________

Kyox_

-Still in Haiku mood-

-During Math Exam-

2009-04-27T17:20:00.004+08:00

Haiku again, oh I'm so into haiku mood! Here sth crap during my math exam today~~

I looked left and right
See no bird at my sight
Random fire! Piang!!!!

P/S: see no bird@catch no bird in hokkien (chinese slang) mean i don't have a clue.lolz

Kyox_

-Exam over babe, into haiku mood!-

-Kinky Love-

2009-04-27T16:45:00.005+08:00

This is my first haiku! (Yes I'm sure it's haiku now, after whole night of discussion and lecture by Jci.haha) It's a bit erotic tough.

-Kinky Love-

Sweet candies and bar
Cocktail and red wine splashing
Intense warm blanket

Kyox_

-Thank you, for the lesson, and also everything else. XP-

-Tears-

2009-04-26T06:33:00.011+08:00

~~Trying haiku again..hope it work~~ OK i failed, its not a haiku...still i dont get the meaning of 5-7-5...

Girls cry with shimmering tears
If you're a wise man
Never ask them to stop.

Kyox_

-Cry baby cry-

-Suck-

2009-04-24T02:40:00.005+08:00

Been reading from the internet, and wanna give a try to this type of poem...Dunnoe what they called it, some called it reverse haiku...

Love suck
where should I put the "s"
Love sucks
my whole life
away like hungry bloodsucker
Love's suck
For my whole life
dimmed under love.

Kyox_

-Exams make me malasssssssssssssss-

-It's just Cupid-

2009-04-15T13:54:00.002+08:00

You know how I love
To carve our name on the tree trunk
And I declare eternity is our love
Love is what make us both drunk

You know how I love
To wait for you on every date
Looking at the flock of dove
Recalling our first sweet date

You know how I love to repeat myself
Saying how much I love you
If you’re the snow white I’m the dwarf
I love you more than prince charming does

I know I never fail to make you smile
With my words that bring you love
And you’ll blush, cherry pink
Don’t be stupid hon you always say

And I’ll gently hug you from behind
Like the first sun kisses the rose bud
Whispering my last love word
I’m not stupid dear; it’s just cupid.

Kyox_

-Cupid is Dead-

-Love's Matter-

2009-04-10T12:18:00.008+08:00

This is what i said to PrettyInPink when she told me about having no doubt when accepting love...where she sees love as Haagen Dasz and you should grab it and eat it immediately.

You see love like a lake,
with it's beautiful reflection
which shimmers and luring you into it.
But when you jump into it,
and you just realized you can't handle love,
then you will drown,
and die with your love.

Just a little bit add on from me...

Love should be something like poisonous apple,
where you will have doubts before taking a bite..
Once you got a bite, indulge in it
till it kills you to the last bit.

Kyox_

-Going back to where Love is-

-Red Poison Apple-

2009-04-07T19:38:00.009+08:00

You're the red poison apple
So red like a ruby sparkle.
Such affection, such sensation
Never could I deny such temptation.
Even though you are deadly
I want a bite so badly.
Maybe just a small bite?
then you may kiss me forever goodnight.
I know you'll poison me just nice
neither more or less.
Killing me softly, lovely
Whispering your last word "I love you, Honey."

-Nani sabar yer..sorry...-

-Buy Me-

2009-04-02T14:18:00.004+08:00

I put on my best shirt.
I gel up my best hair.
Wrap myself with plastic.
Place myself inside my box.
Put on my price tag.
Dance on my advertisement.
Turn on my theme song.
Singing,
Please spend your tears on me
Please spend your love on me.
Buy me.

Kyox_

-In before linguistic mode-

-In a State of Weak Mind-

2009-03-27T03:43:00.006+08:00

I’m upset with the weakness of our mind

Too weak, easily deceived and manipulated around
Just like the flies rather fly towards the fire
And burn their wicked body to ashes
Just because they believe that that is Ra
Providing them an eternal tavern
Ignoring the state that they are burned to death
Would worthy cost to the price of heaven
Not even Vayu can change their determination
Not even the Lord can come into their salvation
Our mind thinks like how our eyes see it
The world is upside down before the brain analyzes it.
A world of a weak mind where the mind praises the demons,
and slaughter the angels.

Kyox_

-Ignore me-

-Heartache-

2009-03-23T17:59:00.012+08:00

I ripped my chest
just to see which part
of my heart ache.

But obviously right?
My heart is all
_____________made of you.

Kyox_

-Heartache@emo-

-I'll Write My Words-

2009-03-23T17:39:00.004+08:00

This is a REPLY to Siti Sarah's "My Wish"

Say I love you;
Say forever I'll have you,
Will you believe in the words,
that creep around our delusional mind?
If you believe,
I'll never stop writing our love
If you believe,
I'll write your wishes come true
Keep on believing in my words,
I'll write your love I'll write your wishes come true.

Kyox_

-Your wish is my command-

-Roses feat PrettyInPink-

2009-03-17T03:51:00.006+08:00

Well, PrettyInPink started of with this:

To be in love is like picking up
the roses. if you wanna pick up
that rose, expect your hand to bleed.

and I ended it with this.

Then you'll be crying,
not for the bleeding finger,
but for the fallen rose petals,
shattered.

Kyox_

-Searching for Plastic Roses-

-Say You Love Me Say You Not-

2009-03-16T02:47:00.008+08:00

You said you’ll seal
The scars that never heal.
You said you’ll hold on to
The love that we make believe into.
You said you’ll cry
And bleed to mourn the red sky.
But I've never heard you speak
Words that will put me into silence, deep.
So before the time ties our knot
Say you love me say you not.

Kyox_

-Something, at last-

-The Gentle Blue Rain-

2009-03-14T06:31:00.004+08:00

Crap for my S&P assignment...sick of it...

The Gentle Blue Rain

The gentle blue rain
Fell on the big red train
Then swam along the black drain
Into the great green plain.

In the plain they saw
A big brown dog with a big jaw
And his big yellow paws
With sharp silver claws.

So they ran along the orange hill
till they reach the purple mill
The air was super cool and chill
“Ha Chill!” they all got ill!

Kyox_

-Writer's block now...-

-Present Continuous-

2009-03-08T02:59:00.004+08:00

We were on the phone...

Me: Baby, I love you. Our love, is it past, present or future tense?

Gf: Erm, it's present continuous~~

Me: Wow~~~~

(She's doing Mandarin course, so I think you can see why I wow there.)

Kyox_

-I never love you like I used to;
coz it's getting stronger and stronger. -

-Empty Canvas-

2009-02-27T10:59:00.009+08:00

Where kite lingers in the sky above,

and the child below running free
hoping the kite will set him off
to the Neverland where children are free

Where I saw girls playing with their dolls
practicing to be the housewives of the future
and I see boys fighting off with trolls,
ending the fight with their heroic postures.

And I try to recall the pieces in me
where my mother used to hug me around
I can see I'm running wild
and nothing more than that in me

Where others' childhood is albums full of colourful pictures;
Mine is an empty canvas where I try to sketch and make colours into.

Kyox_

-Missing my childhood-
-Dear pa and ma, I'm not saying tat my childhood is bored and colourless. I'm just saying that I couldn't remember much about my childhood, things that i did, friends that i played with, places that went to. My childhood is full of life, full of your love, as the tiny bits that I could remember are the ones that both of you showered me with your love. I love, both of you.

-You trapped me inside the hurricane of you and me-

2009-02-24T12:42:00.006+08:00

You're just like a hurricane

Shield me with armor of wind
not too hot not too cold
Love me in the core of your soul
Calm me from the chaos of the world
You trapped me,
inside the hurricane of you and me.

Kyox_

-Just you and me-

-I'm Delusive-

2009-02-20T02:15:00.005+08:00

The water is getting clear now

and you almost can see the bottom
And now everything it's about you
Do you dare to stick your hand into the bottom?
and grab the truth out of it?
Fear not,
I'm just a tree, by the river bank.

Kyox_

-I'm a illusionist-

-Heppy Valentine's Day-

2009-02-14T19:40:00.009+08:00

I'm amazed how
life brought you to me
I want you to know
Since then you're special to me

___________________________________

Sunrise or Sunset
Both doesn't matter
What matters is
We're watching it together

___________________________________

Roses or not
Presents or not
Chocolates or not
You love me not?

___________________________________

I want to steal the cupid's arrow
Carve your name on the arrow's head
Stab it hard into my heart
Make your love an eternal curse.
___________________________________

Valentine, valentine, valentine
A time where the blood mood shine
Lure the cupid from everyone heart
Every corner of the twisted heart
Nothing but Cupid wandering free
Till the death of the blood moon shine
I love you more we will shine
Nothing can stop you and me
Eternity till it will be.
___________________________________

Kyox_

-Heppy Valentine-

-Masks-

2009-02-13T14:20:00.006+08:00

Some simple monster masks made by our own for P&D..lolz..

wawa

Maha

Visva

Wawa and Anuar

Adah

Anuar

Me!

Kyox_

-LadyInPink, we had fun! Chill!-

-Leaving Soul-

2009-02-10T16:59:00.008+08:00

When raindrop pauses;

When gust bring no warmth;
Even the trees bow down;
All hail the leaving soul.

When the stars switched off;
When the moon not smiling;
Even the sun went slumber;
All hail the leaving soul.

When the crowd stop moving;
and you move in light speed.
Even the Earth stood still;
All hail the leaving soul.

When your world goes dark;
and your mind goes blank.
When you're deaf and dumb;
and words failed you.
When happiness is a queer;
When memories rushing out;
When the world failed you;
and you think that God is not fair.
Even the dog dragged it's tail away;
When they broke the news to you.

All hail the leaving soul.

Kyox_

-Condolence to Mr. John and family. May God bless his wife.-

-Bloody-

2009-02-10T16:47:00.005+08:00

Draw the bloody pentagram

Light the bloody candles
Offer the bloody heart
and recite the bloody mantra
Cherish the bloody blood
Praised the bloody Satan
Let Lucifer take your bloody soul
Free her from the bloody hell
and she's the bloody woman,
you'd bloody die for.

Kyox_

-I'm not a bloody fool-

-Ablaze-

2009-02-03T19:07:00.007+08:00

Your smile

simply devine
Melting everything

Seeing you smiling
back at the culprit
Set heart ablaze

Eternal flame.

Kyox_

-Hot weather-

-Hepppy Chinese New Year

2009-01-24T00:08:00.002+08:00

I wanna post this up before I get busy. Wishing everyone Heppy Chinese New Year~

~牛年快乐~

Kyox_

-Silamat Tahun Bhalu Cina..XP-

-Planting Love

2009-01-20T15:01:00.003+08:00

I’m planting love
Waiting it to bloom
Like counting the endless stars in the sky
Like waiting the restless days to fly by
And when it bloom
No eyes ever meet such beauty
Water it with blood
Nurture it with life
Yes I’m planting love.

Kyox_

-The pic is a plant called bleeding heart-

-The Plain-

2009-01-20T14:51:00.002+08:00

Silent is crawling
Beneath the plain of truth
Like predator behind the bushes
Waiting for the perfect timing
And when the wind blow
The plain of truth will whisper
And I hope you will listen
And I hope you will open up your mind
Feel the breeze of the plain
See what lies beneath the truth
And so you’ll be you again
The one I once love.

Kyox_

-I wanna go to lavender farm-

-Real love, Real Lies, Real Pain-

2009-01-20T02:21:00.010+08:00

爱来的时候

When love come,
是真的
It’s true, it’s real,
爱走的时候
When love leave,
是真的
It’s true, it’s real.

真实的爱情
The true love,
结束在真实的欺骗
Ends at true, real lies.

在被真实的欺骗和伤害下
Under the real lies and damages you suffered
你失去了真实的爱情
You lost the real love
有谁会理解你现在真实的伤害？
Who can understand the true pain you are going through?
有谁会理解你当初真实的爱情？
Who can understand the true love you went through?

Kyox_

-Copy paste and translated by Kyox_-

-Love and Heart-

2009-01-16T02:21:00.004+08:00

Your love fills my Heart

Kyox_

-Crap from Song and Poetry-

-The Fairytale World-

2009-01-12T23:36:00.010+08:00

Maybe I can view this world as a better place,

if I can't see and can't hear a single shit.

The fairytale world with everlasting happy ending.

Kyox_

- Being sarcastic-

-In the name of Love-

2009-01-09T04:00:00.009+08:00

Watching you fading away
Like echoes; disappearing with each wave
There is no more happiness in the spring
There is no more beauty in the winter
The pendulum could not be stopped
Haste! Haste to the final stop
Oh God!
In the name of Love
Should I kill you
Or should I let your tears
Cherish this bloody soil.

Kyox_

-Ignore me, Crapz again-

-You're the Master-

2009-01-06T01:38:00.005+08:00

Of all the thing that I have seen
You are the fairest of all beings
For the men who die for the heart of yours
I survived to treasure yours
Of all the glory in the world
None shall compare to our world
Living under the iron curtain of love
Blessed with all the magic love can gives
No interruption no invasion
Just you as the master
And I’m the lover.

Kyox_

-Thinking of you-

-Smash It-

2009-01-04T04:45:00.004+08:00

I hear you, I hear u sadly
U are bewildered; lies and truth united
Happiness is nowhere near
Only reflections in the mirror
Take a deep breath
Raise up your hand
Smash that mirror; Once and for ALL
Fear not; you’ll survive the cut
It will heal; I will be there.
For you, you deserve more
Than an old grimy mirror.

Kyox_

-Wake up, my friend.-

-Raise up your head-

2008-12-28T01:06:00.003+08:00

"Hey kid,
when you are sad
Dont ever look down
Raise up your head
because hope falls from the sky..."

Quotation from the comic
"Zetman"

Kyox_

-i prefer to look down when i walk; looks cool! lolz...-

-You can Read me?-

2008-12-28T00:23:00.007+08:00

You see me;you only see the blood and flesh
but not what inside me.

You hear me;you can hear facts and lies
but not the echoes in my heart.

You feel me;you only sensing the friction between two skins
but not the touch of my soul.

and you say you can read me?

Kyox_

-crapz inside my mind~lolz!-

-Turn the World Upside Down-

2008-11-11T21:54:00.004+08:00

When the world upset you
When the world backstabbed you
When the world turned against you
Lend me your hand
let ME turn the world upside down

Clear the corruption
Clear the backstabbers
Clear all the bullshit
Clear whateva shit on this planet
Come on let ME turn the world upside down

Are you terrified?
Are you uncertain?
I’m the Satan; I’m the Savior
Choose your path; Clear your doubt
Come on lets defy gravity
and let ME turn the world upside down.

Kyox_

-Yeah rebellious I am-

-Good Luck-

2008-11-09T21:29:00.003+08:00

Well, tomorrow is final exam for sem 1.
GOod luck to all the TESLianz out there.

Kyox_

-I dont need luck! XP I need chocolate!-

-Write me a Sonnet-

2008-11-06T00:02:00.003+08:00

Hey Shakespeare,
write me a sonnet
Meanwhile let me play the clarinet
Giving u some inspiration
Write me some aspiration
A sonnet
A sonnet for me
and my love

Write me you masterpiece
Show me your magic
Say your magic word
Give me your magic touch
And grant me and my love
Immortality

Hey Shakespeare,
write me a sonnet
So that my love will live long
As long as there are people reading the sonnet
The sonnet about me and my love

Kyox_

-Write me a sonnet will ya?-

-Back from Pangkor (2)-

2008-11-03T17:19:00.009+08:00

l like this one. sunset.

aloha

Mr Chairman giving his speech

En Moktar

Mdm Nurhalini

En Ikmal

En Jalal

On the top of lorry

hahahaha

hahahahahhaha

abseiling life guard

The Pirates with En Jalal and Boy

Somebody got me

Fiza and Ryn

MC for the last briefing

Candid 1

Candid 2

hahahahahhahaha

Kyox_

-Missing the days-

-Back from Pangkor-

2008-11-03T16:12:00.006+08:00

Came back from Pangkor Island. The trip was kinda successful, nothing mess up, except for the 1st day thx to the stupid bus. But after that, everything went according to plan (i suppose)...Some1 assure me that the kitchen will be a mess, but then the kitchen did not mess up!wakakaka..lolz..get to see wild boar in the night.lolz..so, here are few pics.

Group 1- The Pirates
before Abseiling
Take 1

Group 1- The Pirates
before Abseiling
Take 2

Almost fall from the clift.lolz

Manage to get back on track.

En Jalal

After snorkeling

Kyox_

-Job done, I'm resting-

-Sick People-

2008-10-30T03:16:00.004+08:00

People are sick

They are sick, but they do not want to consult any doctor

And yet they blame the doctor for not helping them…
So sick, sick till they lost their mind…

People are sick,
They talk about Pride
They talk about Equality
They talk about Perfection
But,

They have no pride
They do no show equality
They deliver no perfection

Pride is about your responsibility
Equality is about carrying out your responsibility
And Perfection, is the beauty of your work, your masterpiece.

Sick people,
They are so sick,
Yet they do not want to heal, they do not want any treatment
They rather rot,
And vanish along with this world

And that is what I call
Stupidity

Kyox_

-I'm sick of excuses.. I repeat, EXCUSES-

-Pangkor Island-

2008-10-29T21:55:00.005+08:00

Off to pangkor tomorrow~~
Been planning it for one whole month,
hope everything will turn out fine~~
Chow!

Kyox_

-Thx Haiqal for the lovely banner-

-Payback Time-

2008-10-29T21:37:00.004+08:00

Today I found rm20...

Should I wait for the owner?
Or should I just take it and walk away?
I recall,
Last time I lost RM 100,
At the same place…
I was waiting there whole day,
To see will any noble man come,
And kindly return back my RM100
But then,
NO one came!
With RM20 is my hand,
And I’m thinking,

“Yeah… It’s payback time.”

Wakakakakkakakakakaakakakakakka...

Kyox_

-wkakakakakakkakakakaka-

-I'm Happy-

2008-10-27T20:05:00.005+08:00

Ain't got no cash, ain't got no style
Ain't got no gal to make you smile
Don't worry, be happy.
'Cause when you worry your face will frown
And that will bring everybody down
Don't worry, be happy.

Don't worry, don't worry, don't do it.
Be happy. Put a smile on your face.
Don't bring everybody down.
Don't worry. It will soon pass, whatever it is.
Don't worry, be happy.
I'm not worried, I'm happy..."

Don't Worry, Be Happy - Bobby McFerrin

Sometimes I look busy, and I’m fine with it…
There’s nothing wrong, I’m just living my life…
So don’t worry, be happy.

Sometime I fall, and it hurts…
but that not gonna kill me,
I’ll carry on living my life, with some new scars over here and there…
Catastrophe is just part of jigsaw that completes my life…
So don’t worry, be happy.

I learned through experience,
I know where my limit is,
I know what I’m capable of,
Yes something mistakes do happens…
But that is fine…
life is too dull if everything goes our way.

I don’t know about you,
but this is me
call me overconfident
call me arrogant
call me Mr Ego
call me anything you want…
but I’m telling you this
I’m fine I’m okey.
So don’t worry
be happy…

Kyox_

-Yeah, I'm happy (~^.^~)-

-Re: If I die-

2008-10-19T22:04:00.004+08:00

A very good reply from Hvey Jci..lolz...
but very pedas tough!Ouuch!lolz...

"if u die
those u treasure the most will come treasure u back

if u die
i'll be one of those weeping in a corner

if u die
i'll probably miss u for a while? jus to satisfy ur soul? =P

if u die
the world still rotates the same

if u die
u'll still be in some where in my mind though hidden

if u die
u'll just rot like any other being while the other's dat are still alive will wait for their turn

u'll be immortal when shakespeare sprang out of his coffin n wrote about u

who noes u might jus be reborn n get to see all this without knowing wat really happened.

how morbid............"

by Hvey Jci

Kyox_
-Thx for reading-

-If I die-

2008-10-18T21:48:00.007+08:00

If I die,
how many will come to my funeral?

If I die,
how many will shed their tears for me?

If I die,
how many will be missing me?

If I die,
how the world would change?

If I die,
how many will forget me? Or should I say, how soon?

Am I just clay, back to the nature?
or am I just a memory that is not permanent?

How can I make myself immortal?

I wanna see all this,
but if I die,
how am I suppose to see all these?
Kyox_

-I will remember you-

-One morning in SK Bukit Jalil-

2008-10-16T16:25:00.011+08:00

Went to SK Bukit Jalil this morning and conducted
a story telling workshop~~

So here are the pics~~

with mah sword!

With Emma, thanx for everything~~

Handycam-ing~~

In teaching mode (pretending to??)~~

With the students~~can ya see me?

The story tellers~~take one~~

The story tellers~~take two~~

P/s: To Ah boon, Anukman and Emma, thanx for everything~~
love ya all~~~

Kyox_

-Kids are very NOISY! lolz...-

-A Cupid In Love-

2008-10-13T17:52:00.004+08:00

If you ever see a Cupid
badly injured
with arrows over his body...
Fear not my dear...
he is not wounded...
He is just deeply in love...
A Cupid
in Love...

Kyox_

-some crap I wrote in my Grammar mass lecture~lolz...-

-Thank you-

2008-10-13T00:10:00.005+08:00

I would like to …

Thank you for complaining a lot…
so that I can see what is wrong with my way…

Thank you for giving me false promises…
so that I can realize that talk is cheap…

Thank you for go against me all the time…
so that I won’t feel bored all the time…

Thank you for dumping and leaving me behind …
so that I can realize that actually I’m not alone…

Thank you for showing me how immature you are…
so that I can see how mature I am compared to you..

Thank you so much!

Kyox_

- Thank you thank you!-

-A walk In the Rain-

2008-10-12T23:40:00.006+08:00

“I like the rain…
I like the sound of it
So soothing, so relaxing...”
by -ladyinpink-

A friend of mine said this…

Normally I will agree with her,
But not this time…
Somehow I do not feel the same…
The rain sounds so lonely…
Sounds so sad…
Rain rain, what are u trying to tell me?
Maybe I should make use of a walk in the rain,
Yeah…maybe that’s it…
A walk in the rain…

Kyox_

-KL everyday also rain, sienz...-

-Raya Celebration-

2008-10-11T17:06:00.006+08:00

Raya celbration in my class...tq Haiqal for organizing the party, tq Emma and geng for the nice mihun goreng, and tq all for the foods and LOVE!

The classz...with Misz Ong, Mr Chang and Misz Amyzar

The Guyz

The Kk and PKK-Aisah

-Thx Fikri and Haiqal for the pics-

-I wont Die-

2008-10-08T09:12:00.006+08:00

"Wait,
I won't let you kill me...
Sooner or later, I will die anyway...
But I won't die because of a gun...
Not because of my disease...
Not because I ate a poison mushroom...
I wont die because of a sword...
I won't die against anything that you can do to me!
I will die when people forget about me...

My life is so wonderful...."

by Fake Doctor,
from the comic "One Piece"

kyox_

-I'm enjoying every bit of my life~~

-The Lollipop-

2008-10-04T17:17:00.005+08:00

So perfect,

The sensation
the taste
the shape
the looks…
You have everything I been searching for…
Such delicate sensation…
So much of affection…

How can I resist,
such temptation…

Kyox_

-i love lollipop!lolz...-

-Starry-lonely-

2008-09-28T13:48:00.004+08:00

Starry starry night…
Wish I have you by my side...
What a starry night…
So many stars up in the sky…
But you are not by my side…

Lonely lonely night…
Wish I have you by my side…
What a lonely night …
A lonely night for a lover…
A lover without his love…

Wish the moon can show her to me…
Wish the stars can bring her to me…

Starry starry night…
I wish I have you by my side…

Kyox_

-I love stars-